Monday, June 29, 2009 4:16 PM
I hate staying up because it is Monday
And whats more its is a rainy day
Well going to though
And I am bored
Sitting here and talking like an immature kid
Just another entertainment
Another moments I have to live.
I miss my love.
A day without you
I surrender
I dried my eyes
Hold me tight
Lalalalalalalalalalalala
You the one I need right now
Ooh baby please be here.
Please be here.
Sunday, June 28, 2009 1:52 AM
Period.Blood.Moments.Hatred.Annoyed.Sadness.Lethargic.Mundane.Sick.Emotions.
All this feelings is running through my body,soul,spirit,mind and the veins.
It seems the world will end soon and when will I wake up from my beautiful dreams.
Too many sins to redeem.
Dreams left unfulfilled.
Empty soul with a drunken mind.
Walking alone on the lonely street.
Looking up at the sky
Looking so sadly
Very sadly
With her thoughts running away.
Her pain living in a cruel world
No one knows No one cares
Living on those crumbs just make her day.
Monday, June 22, 2009 12:28 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUSI SALLY!
MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!
HAPPY 22ND TO DEAREST ADLAN!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 11:55 AM
Friday, June 19, 2009 2:42 AM
My brain is not functioning. Spare me.
I need to sleep.
Adlan, my bedtime story?
Thursday, June 18, 2009 11:49 AM




No appetite to eat your food,well learn from this gorgeous man.
Look at those mayonnaise.
Look at how he munch his french fries.
He is a happy man!
That makes me love him.
I LOVE YOU ADLAN!
P.S. sorry to post about you eating, you look damn cute.
Monday, June 15, 2009 11:38 AM
I have been feeling very sick these past few days. Down with a heavy flu. Been sleeping with lots and lots of tissues around me. I really hate the feeling of being sick especially getting a flu. It stinks! It may due to the hot whether I guess. Anyway my mum is so doubly sweet to buy me vitamins. She knows her daughter no longer have the energy and with the vitamins I can replenish my own energy. But in some way I still feel the same. Laugh!
Well lately I have been doing lots of thinking, missing my girlfriends, hate going to work, not taking good care of my diet, not been drinking plain water for the past few days.
Gosh I need to do something about it.
I love ADLAN!
Saturday, June 13, 2009 1:30 AM


Friday, June 12, 2009 10:31 AM
When time leads to troubles.
When troubles leads to chaos.
When chaos leads to unhappiness.
When unhapppines leads to sadness.
Its just another useless tale of mine.
GOODBYE~
Wednesday, June 10, 2009 12:53 PM
Another day on a lonely streets
Crossing the roads with stangers looking at you
No direction
No paths
Where should I go?
Walking on and on
With hopeless dreams
A country at war
Pool of bloods stained the walkways
The deads lying around
It will never be undone
The kings are a fool
This is a place of doom
No warnings No signs
We all will die.
12:41 AM
The beauty of the day
The silence of the night
Behind those happiness lies the loneliness
Reality turning to a useless dreams
Without knowing the time
U have gone far away from me
Tears leads to internal bleeding
The deepest pain I had to survive
Saturday, June 6, 2009 8:06 PM







Congratulations cousin! Part 1 is over.