Saturday, July 18, 2009 9:14 PM
I am back and still alive. So this is how it goes, I was dread sick. I mean I was really Sick! It was a half alive and half dead situation for me. My temp rises to 37.9C, my stomach feels hurt. It was like needles poking through my skin. Well could it be a curse? For sure it is not H1N1. I was all alone with no medication at all. I have to bear the fucking pain till the next day. So the whole night the room was filled with my cries. Groaning and mourning in pain. Thank God there was my mum and sister.
So I went to the clinic the next day with my sister. I was very weak so we took taxi to and fro. The most fucking part was when I reached the place the clinic was already filled up with sick people. I was sitting there with my face half dead, waiting and waiting. I was so angry, my pain was unbearable and still I have to wait! That point of time I feel like ripping somebody off their body, take a knife and cut my stomach so all the unwanted pains could go away. It took an hour for my turn to be called. The doctor told me that I have stomach flu. She asked me whether I want a jab or tablets. Of course I would not choose something to do with needles. But she suggested me to take the jab because it will be much better. I told the doctor, I will just go with it as long the pain will go away. Fucking cow! The jab was fucking pain! Not the needles but the fucking medicine that diluted into my body. I shouted and almost wanted to cry.
The medicine and the jab made me drowsy and I slept almost the whole day. Thank god the pain was gone. I am much better now. It’s only my head that giving me problems, its keep spinning tho. My arm still feels very pain and aching from the jab. Hate it when all this have to happen!
I am still on medication and hope I will recover soon.
